I need a place to vent.
this is it. because it’s my most private platform these days.
i am finally so happy. i have everything i could want. everything fell into place so perfectly.
but i still have to deal with baby daddy. my worst nightmare. i almost wish colin didn’t know who he was so i could just rid him from our lives permanently. my boyfriend wants to adopt him someday but i think i want colin to make that decision. he knows joey and loves joey, despite how negligent he’s been for the past three years.
anyway, back to my vent… i work TWO TO THREE DAYS A WEEK. Not much at all. I have to fight to be able to work that much because i have such little support when it comes to Colin.
so I have to be in my pharmacy around 7 am tomorrow. Joey is supposed to show up tonight because he obviously won’t wake up before it’s time for me to go to work. and guess what? not a word. nothing. I’ve even asked him to tell me if i should go ahead and call in. he literally makes me ill. i’m the only one that works and provides for colin. he hasn’t given me money for him since DECEMBER and that was $60 the day after Christmas. Not to mention that he didn’t get him one thing for Christmas and his parents basically forced him to give me that tiny amount of money.
i just can’t wait to be done with him for good. colin and i both deserve so much better.
Told this girl to text me when she got home… I think she homeless